Tuesday Poem: "Sometimes a Dream Takes Its Time

It waits

like a kingfisher perched above a pool

piercing the dusk for a flash of silver

while the one you wait for

swims upstream against the current.


It waits

like a whale sounding in the depths

searching the southern oceans with sonar song

while the one you wait for

is stranded on some lonely beach.


It waits

like a rabbit on a sunset hillock

sniffing the sweet evening air for friendly scents

while the one you wait for

struggles, entangled on the tines of gorse.


Sometimes a dream takes its time

and some nights the moon never broaches the clouds

and we forget why and for whom we are waiting

But the dream never forgets.

These are the posts I was going to do over the last few days, but my blog page refuses to fully load on my home computer for some strange reason:

I've never made a secret that my political viewpoint is left-wing so I'm disappointed but not surprised that we have three more years of a National government. A cocky National government who thinks its election success gives it an unfettered mandate to push more right into their agenda. Sell off State assets, mine and drill with no thought for the environment and demonise those on welfare. Soon when folk go down to the WINZ office, they'll be issued with different coloured stars according to what benefit they receive. Everyone must know you are a Solo Mother on the DPB or you're unemployed (or in Nat-speak, "lazy and shiftless and probably criminal too").

I don't understand why people are so enamoured of John Key. He's a terribly lazy speaker who mangles his words, he's a multi-millionaire yet can't seem to afford a decent haircut and he smiles like a buffoon while he has his Cabinet Ministers do his dirty work for him so that he always appears to be the "good guy".

Wake up, people. He'll sell us out to whomever has the fattest purse. He pursues Free Trade deals like they were a lolly scramble, but doesn't mention that powerful countries like the USA only have their own self-interest at heart. American drug companies will force us to dismantle Pharmac. He seems determined to sell off our sovereignty.

The joke is on us. Our parents and grandparents and ourselves have paid for all these State assets with our taxes over the last hundred or so years, but first Roger Douglas and then National keep flogging them off so we have to buy them back when the purchasers have extracted massive profits from them and run them into the ground.

The Little Blog That Could

Do you remember that children's story about the little engine that could. Was the little engine red? I can't remember exactly. But he/she hauled those heavy wagons and he/she never gave up.

I have until tomorrow, Wednesday 30 November, to win the Media, Arts and Culture section of the Concrete Playground Blogger of 2011 competition.

I may not be flash and have all the bells and whistles that some of my competitors have, but I'm honest and I'm creative and I have two school-age children so sometimes my blogging is random and haphazard, but then so is life.

Vote for me! Vote for the little Blog that could!

Tuesday Poem Apologies

I apologise to my fellow poets and Tuesday Poem readers, but I had computer issues at home and I'm posting this from the public library. I'll try to post my Tuesday Poem later in the day.

Tuesday Poem: "Skin Connection"

When we lie together

our bodies cannot lie,

between the silence of our skins

our bodies speak softly, volubly,

what quiet pleasure flows

from this epidermal electricity,

mute with satisfaction

my nerve tendrils sing

a choir of sensation blossoming

in the choral chambers

of your delicious curves.

Do you sing too

in joyous fibre of muscle and bone

stretched taut to touch

anticipation

beneath the satin smoothness

of our skin connection?

The mind plays tricks

but the skin's truth

is the topography of our togetherness.

Tuesday Poem: "Talking to Grandfather"

For Helen and Matthew

New life stirring

in this place of the dead,

tears welling as you feel your baby

dancing with the spirits

of its grandfather and uncle,

the rivulets on your cheeks

fed by the twin tributaries of joy and regret.

Arthur walks among us.

I feel his presence every day.

His blood courses through the veins of our children

and though he cannot hold his grandchildren

his spirit holds them up

and will guide them from crib to grave.

Arthur walks among us.

Every day he feels your joy

and his heart is filled with love and pride.

He will be there at your shoulder, smiling,

when your child is born.

A curtain may flutter; a breeze will brush your cheek

and you will sense,

as you did at his graveside,

that there will always be a time for

talking to grandfather.

Tuesday Poem: "Toa Iti (Little Warrior)"

(For Thomas in celebration of his birth)

I will never forget the moment

11.38am

the obstetrician hauled you from

your mother’s womb:

one arm in defiant gesture

held stiff and strong

across your stomach

as though slotted through the strap

of an invisible shield.

The surgeon held you up for my photo,

his arms straining under 10lb 11oz

of warrior pose.

Bloodied from head to foot,

you never uttered a sound

but remained in concentrated stillness,

staring away

to some other world you had left behind

like a little warrior

who has passed through the tumult

to a place of peace.

Please forgive me a little nostalgia this week as my oldest son, celebrated in this poem, is on the verge of high school and teenage-hood and all the signs are emerging that he is transitioning from childhood to adulthood. It is hard to believe that the cute little fellow who loved tractors and diggers and who danced joyously to The Wiggles now blasts out heavy metal riffs on his guitar and says " 'sup bro".

Tuesday Poem: "The Gentle Grocer" (Sorry very late)

(In Memoriam Paul Henry Irwin)

History will not record the passing

of my cousin Paul,

but his star will always shine

in our whakapapa.

Millions of us will never blaze

a trail of fame or infamy

or carve our names irrevocably

in the tree of civilisation,

but the surprise of the small stone

is how far the ripples can reach

and the life of a good man

touches and enriches more lives than he knows.

In these soulless times,

“good” and “decent” have almost become

terms of derision

and kindness and caring carry no kudos.

No one makes the front page

for being a loving father or a loyal husband

and those whose daily deeds deserve respect

are those we all too easily neglect.

But this man who always had a twinkle in his eye,

this quiet achiever who gave more to his community

than he ever took,

who daily fed his faith into his life

was that wisest of men

who come to know that

it is within the little acts of love

that we find the big picture.

Say what you will

of your killers and kings,

your movie stars and moguls

who leave this world

on a comet of newsprint.

I would rather mourn for this man

whose example embraced my life

and whose passing leaves my spirit poorer.

Dim the streetlights.

Go home and kiss your loved ones goodnight.

The gentle grocer has shut up shop

and gone to sing in heaven’s choir.

POET'S NOTE: I hope it is obvious from this poem that I loved Paul, who was married to my first cousin, Robin, very much. He was the kindest, loveliest man you could ever hope to meet and cancer took him from us far, far too soon. I wish he could have lived to see his grandchildren grow up. That would have given him immense pleasure. He was a "family man" in the truest sense of that phrase.

This Tuesday poem is actually posted Friday which is extremely tardy, but I have a good excuse. I have been Stage-Managing the Christchurch Repertory's production of Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf? Season runs Wednesday November 2 to Tuesday November 8. If you are in Christchurch, please come and see it. It rocks!!!